Teach me how to smile,
When my heart holds control to the
Face I am unable for now to present :
Happiness
But that I wish so much to share
with you, but give me time.
I am happy for you, friend, I am.
Please pardon me for being unable now to flip it over.
I too here given, in my arena.

was flipping through my lit notes when I came across this poem. ms tnee wrote it after we got our syf results, the day guzheng got their distinction, she wrote it on the board and asked me to read it out.