Breaking Obmutescence

I've decided not to be so half-arsed anymore.

I no longer want to be the girl who

complains about being fat but doesn't bother to exercise while continuing to eat like a pig 

wants to become wiser but doesn't read the books she borrows 

says there's a ton of work to do but lets other things get in the way 

I think what's worse than being a disappointment to others is being one to yourself.


I've decided to try and learn new words every day after realising how uninspiring my lexicon is.

Here is today's list:

ephemeral 

lexicon

obmutescence

lackadaisical

sybarite

As you can tell, I've already tried to incorporate three of the above words in this blog. YAY.  Hope I'm using them right though. 

Another thing you may have noticed is that there are four lines in this post that have started with the alphabet 'I'. I'm not trying to sound selfish or self-centred though. Think that there should always importance in fixing your eyes on yourself? Especially when it comes to self-improvement. Which reminds me of the idea that when searching for a life partner/significant other/that someone special/whatever you may call that him/her, emphasis shouldn't be placed on your expectations of that person. Rather, people should focus on whether they themselves are able to complement the other person and allow their (possibly) better halves to flourish. 

This is a badly written post but I just felt like posting something. There have been too many things going on and I just can't wait for the following week to end.