Week 7

evie cahir

Sometimes I think it'd be better if I stopped being so robotic with this 'week (inserts number)' ritual of posting. It's all too organised, sometimes a little forced as well. I can't differentiate between putting in effort to keep this space updated and writing for the sake of it.

Alright, I've decided to keep the 'week (inserts number)' ritual.

Spent the bulk of the past two days at chong ray's house since it's been e-learning aka teachers' asking you to learn one whole chapter by your damn self days. There really isn't any way to explain how much comfort and happiness I feel when I'm with this boy.

At the moment, I'm struggling to keep up with putting my best efforts into my studies. Difficult teachers get in the way. Disinterest, low self-esteem and high expectations stand in my path. I try to be self-dependent even though I know I can't live this way, I refuse to snap out of this lifestyle.

Trying to keep my spirits up with each passing week. Os are drawing closer but that also means they're ending soon.

I need a lozenge to cure my sore spirit's voice.