somedays I look in the mirror and can be perfectly contented with what I see

but on so many of the other days I just see this person I don't want to be. I hate everything in the reflection. I just hate it. sometimes I just feel like screaming out that I feel fat and totally imperfect and like a loser and I don't want anything in return, I just want to get it out.

this weekend is no break for me

this week has been shit for me

me

me

me

How selfish isabella, you selfish child.

How dare you?