Gerberas

The past week has been horrendous. I've been in the crankiest mood and I just feel like pushing everyone away.

I hate saying 'maybe' and 'I guess' but

Maybe I'm upset
but
I'm okay I guess

Yeah

Thanks

I'm glad for the few friends though.

This morning I finally threw my three gerbera stalks away. They were starting to rot from the bottom.

They were so beautiful together in the plastic bottle vase although I cut their stems too short.

After a while they decide that it's time to bald and the petals start to wilt and it becomes a little red umbrella. Underneath, little dandelion seeds start blossoming. Since when did seeds blossom? I don't know my vocabulary sucks.

One morning the seeds will disperse and the wind willl allow them to be collected between a piggy bank and my wooden squirrel.

The flower will then be completely bald and decide to die.