The Emo-ness of it All

李老师 isn't here for the third lesson in a row and since there are a lot of thoughts going through my head I shall pen down down, digitally, here!

Started the day off with double art and somehow I was expecting something regarding our SA artpiece and well I got what I wanted. He split us up and gave us three topics to choose from.

'Mixed Up', 'In Fear', 'Detached'

It's always tough making the initial decision and starting the planning but I went with the first one since I don't feel as relatable to the other two.

Mr Tan once told us that we're sorta like a special bunch of students. Out of 120 express students, 11 take art. That's a lot. Honestly, who in their right mind would take art as an O level subject? It drains you wholly. You feel so exhausted after each session because you wreck your brains trying to figure out how to interpret the object you're sketching or how to expand and dig deeper from single objects, sometimes obscure like...a pail. Sometimes the work art students do - it's just weird.

Sometimes I think that being in drama, taking literature and art, it's ridiculously overwhelming. I have the right to be an emo kid since I'm required to think so much d: it's unavoidable. Guess it makes me flipping sensitive because of all this. Sometimes I feel like such a wreck from all this.

I don't really know what's ahead for me this year.

Looking forward for the europe trip in june for somewhat of an alone time although I wish I would be here for the first week of the month.

China trip in september with my grandmama and dad. Should be interesting.

Alright the period's almost up. Time to play with Pou.

P.S : that's probably why I'm weird and retarded because there's serious imbalance in my life HAHAHA

CONGRATULATIONS BAND :*