Mid-Week Death

It's the third day of the second week of school.

Only 11 days of school have passed and i'm already feeling like death.

Okay no, i shall release all negativity.

I have a crap load of things to do and everytime i remember of something i'm supposed to do i forget something else and it's freaking infuriating ): i just wanna claw my face right now. So behind on math homework because i can't seem to understand anything once i get home and take my textbook out to do work. This is TERRIBLE!

Now i'm lagging behind on english as well because mr chia wants to collect our holiday homework which is pissing me off because the main purpose of the assignment was so that we read the materials but it's impossible to find that shit anywhere. Actually i'm not really trying hard enough but seriously trust me, i love reading, just give me the damn thing to read and i will do it.

Drama this week was...interesting. Things are getting intense and i'm getting scared but it's not good to be scared and i really shouldn't be but i'm such a nervous wreck. I don't know what i look like on stage and i don't really want to know but urghhhhh! Totally going to breakdown one of these days, i'm just waiting and then after that i'll be alright (:

Going to victoria tmrw to meet the facils which i'm nervous about because they're all probably of higher academic standard than i am and they're probably older so i'll just lie and say i'm sec five this year. Totally believable.

Shit me.