Well, to say the very least, the past two days have been...interesting.

Mum got admitted into the hopital yesterday and will be there for another week or so ):

Tpi was pretty intense. Mr ng gave us a really long prep talk and since lim sheng went home early i was all by myself at the table and i felt really awkward. A sudden surge of emotions kept coming during the talk especially when he talked about how soon we will walk out of the classroom and never return as a class again.

He told us that we have to give all we have the next three weeks to do our best. He said we're not going to like what we're going to do but we have to do it anyway. He told us that it's the last lap and we're taking it as a class together.

When he told us to close our eyes i was this close to being sure i would burst out crying but i controlled it because i want 'face'. Since i raised up my hand it means that i've made a commitment to putting all things aside for my studies the next three weeks and i shall follow by my own promise.

Been feeling very down lately with so many things going on.

Room's a mess. Three subjects sorted out, four to go.

I think i'm going to shower and pour all my tears out right now.

Then i'll continue with my work.

this was sort of a follow-up of kaiming's blog post, his is in fuller detail

ttfn