LIKE A BOMB DROPPED

Right now, my head's really heavy.

There are just so many things going on that i don't know what i'm supposed to do or say.

Ms Tnee : "So there's an oratorical competition and i want to send you out for lower secondary."

Me : "Okay! I don't mind. When is it?"

Ms Tnee : "Next wednesday. And you need to come up with a script too."

Hnin and Jean were waiting beside me while i was talking to Ms Tnee and they were both encouraging me to go for it and come on, it's Ms Tnee, you can't say no. Then after lunch and walking around Clementi Mall for a while i started panicking and i was thinking about it over and over again and the horrible feeling wouldn't go away and urgh i just feel so...there's no word to describe this.

Then yesterday i was went for my first breifing on GYCi and it seems like a lot of responsibility as well and...

Leadership hand-over ceremony on tuesday too.

Went to meet Mr Ng after Ms Tnee and then Hnin suddenly asked Mr Ng about the student council investiture and now i think i'm going to emcee that too and i think i'm going to collapse and then there Music & Sound Min. + Welcome Ministry going on in church and all this while i'm doing so horribly for algebra.

Oh shit i know i should really be feeling happier than this right now but i just can't seem to feel...better.

Leaving for malaysia in a few hours or so. Some retail therapy should do me good (oh please).

Someone save me, please.

ttfn