Lonely

Okay i just felt like i had to post it because it's just what i feel ):

This whole week's going to be crazy. Everyday rehearsals from 9-7 and the final day which would be the two shows on saturday.

I love being part of the musical and come the actual performance day, i would have officially been part of it for one and a half weeks (:

I'm still not officially part of drama yet and i can still sense a little bit of not fully belonging in the whole family but sometimes i really don't want to be part of it. I'm still a little uncomfortable with a few people. They're really really nice but we just have very different interests and we just don't click and a part of me wants to be with them but another part of me just wants to be alone.

So to say i'm actually closer to just two girls from sec two and the guys. And i hope i get to see them this week...

): ): ): ): when will i stop feeling this way

A social butterfly's everybody's friend but not everybody is the social butterfly's friend.